I Wish My Brain Would Shut Up

What a title … phew but damn I wish it were true.

As I stand here at the first of my two jobs at 6:30 am and my brain is on something else. For some context, I’m in the process of quitting my second job (not the one I’m currently standing at) but I’m so painfully afraid of my supervisor at that job. It’s not making the process easier on me which is already a lot.

So here I stand writing this out so that I don’t panic text my mother for the 100th time. Don’t get me wrong I did write out my text but didn’t send it. My mother doesn’t need to be bothered by this is at 6am.

As I’m even writing this I’m still thinking of different scenarios that could go wrong at the second job. The power of an anxious brain is crazy some times. But nonetheless annoying.

Edit: hello this is me from the next day. I successfully quit the second job and only suffered from minor anxiety symptoms and I didn’t even throw up. I consider that a win.